It's Been Too Long

One Day Soon I Will Come Face To Face With Jesus... What Will He Say About The Way I Lived My Life On Earth?

I'm afraid to put that question up because I don't Know how to answer it.

Lately Jesus has seemed so far from me. It's Leaving me feeling hopeless.

And it's hard because All I have is my husband and it's not like he's not enough

it's just sometimes I wish I had a Girl To talk to.

I know this is just my ramblings... but It seems that writing is the only way

I can get it all out.

And Now that I want to I don't Have Words To Describe it.

It's Like

Being Stranded In a Desert with no Water or Food.

...

There is A Song That Reminds Me Of How Life Has Been Lately...

here Are The Lyrics--

DESERT SONG by Hillsong United

This is My Prayer In the Desert

When All That's Within Me Feels Dry.

This is My Prayer In the Hunger and Need,

My God Is A God Who Provides.

And This is My Prayer In the Fire

In Weakness Or Trial Or Pain.

There is A Faith Proved

Of More Worth Than Gold.

So Refine, Lord Through The Flames.

And I Will Bring Praise

I Will Bring Praise.

No Weapon Formed Against Me Shall Remain.

I Will Rejoice, I Will Declare

God Is My Victory and He Is Here.

And This is My Prayer in The Battle

When Triumph Is Still On Its Way.

I Am A Conquerer And Co-Heir With Christ

So Firm on his Promise I'll Stand.

I Will Bring Praise, I Will Bring Praise

No Weapon Formed Against Me Shall Remain.

I will Rejoice, I Will Declare

God is My Victory and He Is Here.

All Of My Life, In Every Season

You Are Still God, I Have A Reason To SIng

I Have A Reason To Worship.

This is My Prayer In The Harvest

When Favor and Providence Flow.

I Know I'm Filled To Be Emptied Again

This Seed I've Received I will Sow.

Though I Suffer, He Is Good, HE IS GOD.

WELCOME HOME COLUMBIA TEAM<3

We Missed You!!!!!!!

Sometimes....

I Wish I Was Different.

I Wish That All Those Things That Caused Me 

To Be The Way I Am Today Would Change

And Cause Me To Be Someone Else.

I Wish That People Wanted To Know Me.

But They Don't.

I Wish People Took The Time To Understand...

But They Don't

Again Today... One Last Time.

Mark, Jessie, and Krista<3

Today was definitely a busy day. But It was Fun<3

-Runs to 7-11

-Walks down Streets

-Picture Fun

Beautiful Day<3

"During a Severe Testing by Affliction, Their Abundance of Joy and Their Deep Poverty Overflowed into the Wealth of their Generosity." 2 Corinthians 8:2

First Blog. Honesty.

It' s Actually been pretty hard these last few days

and God has Defiantly been hitting me in the face.

Last Monday I decided to finally go in to the 

E.R after having been up all night and in

very serious pain since the Saturday 

before. So anyways, I go in and 

I honestly just thought I probably

had some sort of bladder infection

and they do a cat-scan and then about an 

hour later A doctor comes in and takes

a seat in the chair that is next to my bed

and he tells me that I have 7 kidney stones

and a kidney infection. Three stones are in my 

left kidney and there are three in my right

and the seventh stone I am passing right now

which has blocked something and caused the 

kidney infection... I just got married..

and I have no insurance. Luckily, because I haven't

changed my name yet I am still covered under my 

parent's insurance. But the hard part about this whole thing

was that I was stuck in the hospital for a whopping four 

days. And I am so blessed because Mark Literally

stayed with me the whole time, Thank you Jesus.

But I am home now and as it turns out the infection

is gone and the Doctor said it could be years

before the rest of my kidney stones come out...

The downer? All this will happen all Over agian..

Yay. So, My faith has been really trying hard to 

hang in there but I know God is With Me. I know it

because even though I was sick I was taken care of

and even though it was hard because Mark and I 

just got married God willed us to Fight. Jesus is

so unexplainably Incredible. And We are officially

getting our own apartment with Bethanie Holdorf. P.s 

I Love her. And We Are packing right this second.

So I'm Done with My Babblings.

Just Like the Thought of having one of 

these.

Praise God.

"As You Go, Preach This Message" The Kingdom of Heaven is Near. Heal the Sick, Raise the Dead, Cleanse Those who Have Leprosy, Drive out Demons, Freely You have Received, Freely Give." Matthew 10: 7-8