If it Means A Lot To you.

Hey Darling,

I Hope Your Good Tonight.

and I know you Don't Feel Right When I'm Leaving.

Yeah I want it, but No I don't Need it.

Tell Me Something Sweet To Get me By...

Cause I can't Come back Home Till They're Singing La, La,La, La, La,La,La.

Till Everyone is Singing.

If You Can Wait Till I Get Home.

Then I Swear to You That We can Make this Last La, La.

If You Can Wait till I get Home.

Then I'll Swear Come Tomorrow This will All be In Our Past.

Well It might be For The best.

And Hey Sweetie,

Well I Need You Here Tonight.

And I know that You don't Wanna be Leaving Me.

Yeah, You Want it, but I Can't Help it.

I just Feel Complete When your By my Side.

But I know You Can't Come Home Till They're singing La, la, la, la, la, la, la.

Till Everyone Is Singing la, la, la, la, la, la, la.

If You Can Wait till I get home.

Then I swear to You That We Can Make this Last...la, la.

If You can Wait till I get Home.

Then I Swear Come Tomorrow This will All Be in Our Past.

Well It might be for The Best.

You Know You Can't Give Me What I need.

And Even Though You Mean So Much To Me, I can't Wait through Everything.

Is this Really Happening?

I Swear I'll Never Be Happy Again.

She Tells Me We can Just be Friends.

I'm Not Some Boy That you Can sway.

We Knew it'd Happen Eventually.

La, La, La, La, La, La, La.

Everybody's singing.

It sucks when all of a sudden you hit a brick wall.

and Your Past just Comes and Latches itself onto you

Like You Never Got over it In The First Place.

And There are new tears and new regrets with old faces

and old situations.

When in reality They are All the Same tears and Same regrets

You thought You Let go Already.

One Song. One Face. One Thing.

And You have back tracked years and you

are on your knees and it still hurts.

But the Only new thing is... is that you have to Find a

new Way to Deal with It.

Because before you Dealt with Blood and Now You have To

Find out exactly Where it can Lead you To Now and

Who can You Turn to Now?

The Same Responses, the same throw away answers

that leave you with "I'll pray for you".

Pray With Me.

Help Me.

This is a bad time and place to be dealing with old issues.

I know.

But Who knew after Years of Forgiveness You can Snatch

all that back and Run millions of miles away before

you even Realized you did so?

I didn't but I did exactly that.

This needs to end here and now.

I Love The Rain.. but I Hate Thunder.

Let Me Tell you Why::

I lived in Kentucky from the time I was an infant

until I was 8ish.

In Kentucky they have frequent tornadoes.

As soon as a storm started I would run into our basement

and grab every animal and continue to beg my family

to follow me into safety while I cried like a baby.

I was always afraid of them even before I seen the

movie Twister. Which only caused my fear to grow.

If You've ever seen it you'll most likely remember the scene

where all the people are at the drive through and a tornado comes.

This exact scene happened to me when I was 7ish. My parents loved to take us to

the drive through, and when The Titanic came out don't think it

changed. Were at the end of the movie where the boat starts to finally sink and all

these poor people are dying and all of a sudden you hear

the sirens and the people at the drive through are over the

radio telling everyone they need to leave ASAP because a tornado

is headed out way. As soon as I heard that I start rushing my family to get into the car

and to drive in the opposite direction of this thing. I'm crying and my dad

is saying oh stop we're ganna be fine and finally we leave and I cry all the way home.

Believe it or not to this day when I hear thunder my heart starts beating super fast

and my breathing speeds up and I pretty much almost become a child agian.

On Monday while it stormed I was at parents house and my 4 year old sister Krista

says she'll keep me safe and she cuddles up next to me with a blanket.

I felt pretty Foolish.

I wonder what this baby that's growing inside of me thinks when my heart

races and I am having a hard time breathing. He/She probably thinks

they Have a Crazy Momma.

Just felt like sharing this with you, for no particular reason.